love and leave...

love
....
leave

him

because of Allah

...

smile...

look,
I just can smile without you....

"deep secret"

jika indah bukan akhir dari kata

hanya Allah yang tahu mengapa
...
tapi jika sebaliknya,
...
...
"Subhanallah...."

Dearest Allah...

Dearest Allah,
I beg You so in my praying,
let me save in Your Shoulder,
let me warm in Your Hand,
'cause this road is too long to walk alone...
'cause this road is slipper enough to get through...
...
I'm just a body and flesh...
too blind to choose the Best in You...
...without Your Light I'm just nothing ...
without Your Guide I get nothing
...I beg You so from the deepest of my soul,
...just let me close to You
...near by You
...in every single breath of my life
...in every single step of my life

daydreaming....

bila tak bersamanya di dunia,
...
...
...mungkinkah,
di JannahNya.............................................................................???

RomanPicisan

tak bolehkah hanya sekedar rindu???
...karena cinta,
...
tak harus memiliki....
...
duh!

converse...

Betapa sempurna cinta ini...
Saat kita tak meminta,
Dia ada tuk senantiasa memberi...
Utuh...
...atas apa yang tak pernah benar-benar kita sadari...
dari setiap desah napas ini...
dari setiap inchi jasad beku ini...
...ada sekuntum wangi cinta di sana...

Thank you,
....................Allah

If-clause

jika cinta adalah pena,

...akulah puisi

...diakah sang pujangga...???

jika cinta adalah gerimis,

...akulah sungai

...diakah sang pelangi...???

jika cinta adalah kamboja,

...akulah pusara

...diakah air mata...???

jika cinta adalah madu,

...akulah racun

..dialah sang penawar...!

NegoSiasi

Ampun Sayangku!

Tak bisakah kita nego sebentar???

Aku tdak siap jika sepotong siang ini menjadi siang terakhirku

Jangan...

Jangan HONEY!!!!!!

Aku tidak siap jika harus menghadapMu detik ini

Aku...

Ah aku...

...

...bukannya tak ada Toyota

...bukannya tak punya Xenia

Honda,

Nokia,

...

Hanya saja...

Aku...

...sangat malu

jika harus menemuiMu,
SAAT MASIH BERJELAGA

...BERLUMUR LUMPUR DOSA...

...dosa

...dosa

...dosa

...dosa

dosa...............!!!!!!!

ASTAGHFIRULLAHAL 'ADHIM....

September,2008

fashbir shobron jamiilan

...

...

tiada yang lebih menyakitkan
...dari
'menunggu'
...apapun...
jika
akhirnya,
...tanpa waktu
...
...

be brighter...be shiner...

don't worry,

however hard the way we through to get the light...

I'm with you...

'cause we never really alone to face up this world...

without someone who will hand...

...someone who catches us up when we suddenly fell down...

'cause this journey is too long to get along...

don't worry,

however hurt your heart...

or deep your pain...

I'm with you...

to share the love with...

to share the life with...

endlessly...

'till the time has gone...